9:30 PM, Thursday evening, Week 8

[dhaosu]

[ If there was something Dhaos was going to make sure of first, it would be that a certain someone was in a place that they should be... although that was not all. Hence why he was knocking upon Satori's door. He had some important information to part, as well. ]

Satori?

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[dhaosu]

[ Dhaos watched her carefully... and truly her words rung a chord. He recalled that conversation they had, and it makes him silent. She was trying to hide her expression but he knew that it was because such a thing was weighing so heavily upon her mind.

Still, he is not sure if he wishes to leave it as is. ]

... Satori?

[ Speaking her name now, because he thought about extending his hand towards her or something, but she is obscuring her face. So if anything, to perhaps get her mind temporarily off such a thing (unlikely), or start to bring up something. In an attempt to at least try to help. ]

[unpleasantries]

[Several moments pass in silence before she lowers her hands. When she does, her expression is carefully neutral, every part of her face perfectly positioned to betray no emotions whatsoever.]

I'm sorry you had to see such an ugly reaction. Please do your best to forget you witnessed it.

[It's ok not to process your feelings as long as they still fit under this gross rug you keep shoving them under, right?????]

[dhaosu]

[ Satori, he should be able to recognize the act...as he utilized it a few times himself. The act of "hiding one's own feelings". ]

... There are plenty of reactions that can be classified as ugly. I will not count that as one of them. It's only natural, concerning your circumstances, and if I faulted you for it, then...

[ He shakes his head. He would have no room to speak. ]

I will make sure to move past this subject, as you so wish, in a moment. However, I wish to remind you that you do not need to feel as if you would be viewed adversely for showing an emotion like that. And if anyone else would judge here, upon seeing yourself being upset as you were now, I would gladly remind them as to how foolish they are for doing so.

[unpleasantries]

[She hasn't taken the authoritative tone very often while she's been here, but it's out in full force now.]

No, it was ugly. The only fool here is the one who let her emotions get the best of her.

[Even if it was only for a moment. At home, she has her pets, and even if she were to lose her ability, she'd know they loved her unconditionally. She'd know she could trust them, and that they would trust her. But here - she can't be sure. She can't be sure, and she can't ever forget that for a second. She can't trust anyone with something as complicated or heavy as her feelings.

Even if she wants to.]

...The only thing worse than being judged is being pitied. I don't need that from anyone.

[dhaosu]

...It is not pity-- not from my end.

[ He'll affirm that at least, if quietly. He doesn't think he could convince Satori otherwise... that the emotional display wasn't ugly, but he simply wanted to set this straight. At least.

But he'll leave it as is otherwise, until she falls asleep or otherwise. ]